it hurts too much to look back
no worse than where i am now
but i don't care to see that
and the future's crashing down
now everything is red
and every moment aches
throbbing in my head
the sum of my mistakes
where one man used to stand
you look and there are none
you swear you know what you saw
but what you saw is gone
you see what you believe
you believe in what you see
but whatever might've been
there's nothing left of me